When Life is sad it is BLACK
When Life is happy it is WHITE
Black is the meaning of nothingness
White is the colors of the rainbow put together
Therefore Life is BLACK&WHITE
Rawr -
today ish my 1oth post of tis blog wee~ =DD anw,today in sch,kinnda fun...early in de morning do de ACES dance... after recess,go to mutlit purpose hall,having fun at there...see those performance.... after sch,wanted to go back to jiemin bud de new principal dun allow...kns nvm so we went to play basketball....we played 3 bball court today...its was a tiring day n fun.after playing bball ended wif cramps,blister n fatigue...bud its was worth it =D
erms...today...ish miss esther liang yan yan,our co-form cher n our chinese cher.... i want to thx her for teaching us for de past 2years...although we didnt listen to her during class...bud i feel bad cos she is leaving us today...n i regret wad i have done to her...not listening to her....misbehave in class...xie xie niie liang lao shi i will miss eu T.T
today is not a bad day...in sch kinda tired...slp during lesson...nth much to tok about... After sch,went to look for kt,making cake for de teachers bud kt says her mother dun allow guys to enter their house...it was diao...bud i understand de...den walk n sway around e sch...go to teak see them practice n we found de sports hall is empty so we went to play...budden when we reach there...-.-''' sujono says tat de staff in our sch is having dinner wth...anw,we went to front gate de court play...kind of funny...a grp of nbs student vs us n it was like...damn tall luhs...siao de...cant even snatch de ball frm them...in de end lost n its raining n i came back home...tats all...
saying i lurve eu n i will die for eu is a big difference... i lurve eu is just a word wif feelings...i will die for eu is sum1 turly love him/her... if i say i will die for eu...maybe its unbelieveable...bud if i say i lurve eu... do i get the lurve back frm eu? even if i die for eu,i doubt eu will care tat im dead or not...
hmm,recently im have been feeling dwn n sad bud i dunno y...anw i wanna thx my jies for cheering miie up although i did not really cheer up bud at least i smile...=D xie xie jies n my fwen too...today...im feeling a bit fatigue...cant stand too long...tired...n stressed...
im really tired of relationships...dun not wan to be hurt again...wanted to hav a long n relaxing slp... wo de xin shi ruan de...bu xiang zai bei shang hai lerh...
sometimes...i wonder...y am i born to tis world?to giv problem for my family?or to cause chaos for de society?i really wish tat im not born to tis world to suffer pain n sorrow...recently,im feeling a bit emo sumtimes...feeling sad n lonely...wad has happened to miie...?i guess i dun even noe de answer myself too...haish...hope tat sum1 can cheer miie up n maybe make miie laugh too...wondering wads de use of having miie coming into tis world...meeting de gurl tat i like...causing so much pain in my heart...
going out wit eu makes miie smile...bud i noe its imposiible between us... we belong at 2 different worlds tat cant be matched...bud my heart still always be eurs
woot!GRATX TIFFI JIE N MARCUS JIE FU 4MONTHS ANNIVERSARY!!!!=DDDD anws,today my class is kinda interesting...edwin bought sum sweets tat r spicy...den tiffi jie go n eat it...n her face became red!!!lols it was so funny....anw after sch...miiie n soon huat went to play bball wit shi zhen n their sistar...we practice teamwork...hope we can do well in de next npccc bball com...go there play awhile...mit sum gangsters...hmm...they r not very fierce bud funny though n we found a hamster!!!tat bangala abandon de ham ham n claim tat it was not their...man so heartless sia,yan zhen brought it back home n de ham ham ish so cute!!...aft tat we went to sch de front gate de court play as well...kinda easy there...sec3s r playing there too...so we play match....hmm...kind of fun i guess...didnt score much...budden it was still fun...came back frm bball am here i am posting =DD
my heart feels empty whenever i misses eu... maybe everydy i misses eu...i really cant live w/o eu in my life...
haish...ytd...went to play bball wit jacky,soon huat n chin ping....met a few guys in de court...hmm...each time we went to play bball...we can mit different kinds of ppl...tis shows tat bball can be also an interactive activity...lols anw,ytd was css2 de final...hmm...the tension at de studio n their schs were so high...hahas...in de end...shawn was de champion of css2...hmm...i was expecting keely to win...budden wads over is over....bored at home...so now im posting here =D
without eu in my life...it feels like a body with a soul... eur my soul,eur my heart,eur my l0ve,eur my everything
today...was de most shackest day of my life in np....hmmm...during lesson...nth to do in class,slacking around,chatting n slping....today in np was cool becos im de pc(parade commander) of de unit...today was tough becos i get pumping 45times becos of sumthing which i nv did as a pc...den...during pt...we get bout 50+pumping together...ok...tats de worst pt i ever had...for now only...currently im shack n my hand become ruan diao liao....its was cool in total...as de pc ^^
life just sux at times...im get easily paranoid becos of sum1...maybe im just not de perfect guy eur looking for.... maybe im not tat "shuai"to eu bah....anyway....my mood swing is getting worser n worser by de day....haish.... bud i will always l0ve eu...no matter wad....
hmm...same ting...nth much really happen during sch time...i had fun during class...did nt focus much on studying...fall aslp in class during chinese period cos its damn boring de lorh...anyway i have been w8ting for tis time everyday...dimissal!!! after sch...we wanted to play bball wit shi zhen de...den....bout 4...i reach de court n started playing by myself...after a while....shi zhen n soon huat walking frm sch gate to the court... so miie n soon huat playing....while shi zhen ish watching us playing...lols....after tat...sum other schs ppl come n share court wit us..we played 2 v 2 match...we played n mii n another guy win... finally...i felt de sense of winning...instead of losing...~.~ okays..so after tat we played pressure....n every1 had to do pumping...it was kinda fun...hmmm...after playing..we went to kfc to eat...darn tat soon huat...eat damn slow luhhs...we w8ted for him 10mins to eat finish....hmmm...tats all for today...hope tml will be a better 1 =DDD
how i wish we can be together...bud i noe its impossible between us... i really wish if there is a miracle to change de fate of mine n hers....
today....nth much happen in our class...kinda boring~okays...after sch!!!! hmm...after sch miie n soon huat went to play basketball n we vs de sec4s in our sch... sad to say,we lost yet again....~.~den we go back to sch to w8 for chung hoe... we wanted to play basketball at sch,budden de sports hall is ouccpied so we w8ted n w8ted ~.~ alr 6+ den de sports hall ish empty n de most hilarious thing happen ish our basketball went over fence n we cant take...LOLS! so we went to de counselling rm to eat sweets n chat wif mr sujono n we chatted n chatted for some time we r bout to go back home,we look at de basketball tat is abandon over de fence bud....de ball ish gone!!!i dunno how n y de ball is gone...maybe sumthing come n take bah....hohoho....anyway...reach home bout 7+ n here i am posting today's event....
i really wish tat i could see eu everyhour,every mins,every sec... eur always in my clear n simple mind =D
